One of the reasons why I hate Cox here in Nevada is that the smallest little thing will set them off... it seems I can't connect to ANY of my online games now, EQ2, Eve-online, LOTRO, WW2 Online.. just to name a few (And no, I'm not subscribed to ALL of them, just EQ2 and LOTRO) 

Anyway; last time I operated the server on my linux router so my friend and I could have some fun in a game we haven't played in months.. the next thing I know I'm unable to get to several websites on the net - including three guild sites.

I ran a scan of my system; found no adware/spyware or anyone lurking.. *glare* but for all I know someone could be in and I don't know.

Oddly enough I've had pretty serious performance issues with my SLi graphics cards lately, and the SLi forum people don't seem the least bit interested in helping me solve my problem (Whats the point of having a help board if no one helps you eh?) 

But thats besides the point - I think Cox Communications here doesn't like me... for the past few days I've also had various internet problems but they 'claim' it's just trouble on their end.. riiiiiiiiiiiiight.. then why am I the only one affected? (I've talked with some of my nieghbors and they aren't having any problems.. and the ones I talked to come off the same poles I come off on...)

Other than that - tried to find a game called Tales of the Abyss but neither BB nor EB has it... odd... really.

Bah...

Mer....

Finished one story; felt it was long enough so I ended it and started up the next "part" of it.

Of course, like always, the moment I start up a NEW story I slam into a writers block!!!!!!! >_<

Errrrrrr.... times like these I wish I had a mallet for my damn writers block....

Writing for stories can be difficult, but more so when you have multiple stories to write to. I have three on fanfiction.net and at least another on one other board.

What makes things more difficult is how no one critiques them nor gives me input.

I love writing; as all my friends know but sometimes in order to write a good story you sometimes need to 'live' that characters life, mostly in order to understand what that character might be going through, however thanks to the fact that we are not that technologically advanced that isn't exactly possible. 

Although these past few days I've been very annoyed... and distracted.. but that hasn't stopped me from writing for at least two of my stories. One being based off an anime, but the other is controversial and no one would really understand it unless you've lived that life or know someone who has...

*sigh*.....